My first time was a mistake. In fact I once explained my first time to someone and they concluded it was rape. I’ll never agree with this, as I can never refer to the person as rapist.
I went to visit a friend in his accommodation and he lived in the same building as someone I liked oddly. But that person and I weren’t on speaking terms this particular day. So I went to see the other friend instead. I knew he wanted to smash. All guys do. So when we started making out and things went to sex, I didn’t fight hard enough. I mean the agreement was just the tip. Yeah, one of those guys who then slide it all the way in. I didn’t moan, I didn’t have an orgasm. I didn’t cum. He just fucked me. No romance, no emotions, nothing. We’ve never had sex after that, but we still talk. We never spoke about it, but he knows he was my first.
Has he tried to have sex again since then?
Yeah!
Would I have sex with him again?
Nopes