I would say it was a precious process. It was a mutual agreement between my partner and I because we had dallied about it for 2 months. When we decided we were both ready we picked a date. We did not use a condom as I felt it’ll be losing it to rubber and not the real thing. I was really excited. I liked him and he liked me too so it felt perfect.
It happened in his room at University. We planned every last detail: from the date to the colour of lingerie I was going to wear.
After it happened, we ordered Chinese, ate and did it again. I don’t regret it. I wish I waited till I was older but I would want him to be my first every time.